Curvy Calfs?

So for the longest time I have totally hated that I have hulk calfs. Like I mean they are LARGE and in charge. So then the other day when I put on my workout pant that only come to my knees, I was kinda surpirsed! Because for the first time I think ever, I was like woah girl, you have some muscle on those calfs and you kinda have some definition in their. It was kind of a really great feeling, a feeling that then totally inspired me to go out an buy some workout shorts to keep inspiring me to kick some butt. However at this moment my focus is on my arms and upper back, I am really having issues with those areas right now. So if anyone has any great workouts that they love for those areas let me know, because I am always looking for new ones. I am sorry I dont really have anything deep and fascinating to say tonight., but thats rreally all I got I suppose. So goodnigh all!!

SOOO... Its time...

Wow, So I am sure if anyone is reading this you are probably in shock that I am posting something, because lets be honest its been about a million years. But its time. time to stop messing around and get things together. It seems as though when I get one thing under control I let another go. And my goals of fitness and weight loss have been that thing to go. But this needs to stop, the excuses, the using people around me as excuses, using lack of time. There really isnt a reason to not be fit every single day. If I can find time to catch up on my shows then their is time to work out. This is it, this is the last time I will ever feel this way. This is the last time I will look and things and feel as tho I am failing because thats when I really break down and give into horrible food that I dont even really want to eat. SO no more. I apperciate everyone who is there and supports me, but I have also come to the realization that people who fail to do something want others around them to fail as well. And I will no longer let anyone stand in my way and I will no longer stand in any one else way! LETS DO IT!!!