Monday, December 5, 2011

its only monday

Hi guys!!! So its the beginning of the week and oh my god, its only the beginning of the week. Thats crazy with all the homework i have done today and my day a work yesterday, it should be friday already. But thats okay because i found out on sunday that even though i did not work out as much as I would have liked, my eating habits paid off because I lost a whole 4 POUNDS!!! I was really excited. Sooo as for this week I am going to step up my working out and then see you on sunday another four pounds. SO I kind of have an issue I would really love to vent about. And I would love some honest feed back. Me and brad will be celebrating our three year anniversy in about a month and I am really excited, however I am started to get annoyed with the world and how such important things mean so little to people. Like the words I LOVE YOU. it seems like it means nothing to people, how can you be with a person for like a month and possible understand love? have you been threw true test? have you seen each other at your worst? celebrated the bests? get that feeling that you cant breath and you will never catch your breath if that other person leaves? If you dont know what that feels you arent even close to love, you and love arent even in the same city. If you can watch that person cry for you to stay, while you turn your back and walk away, you and love are notin the same country. People on facebook, and twitter, and all thos sites say oh I am in love, We are amazing, and i just want to slap them. Love doesnt last a day and go away a week later, and just because its been a week does not mean this is the one and you will spend your life together.. GET REAL!!! I in no way have a perfect relationship, but I am honest with myself, I give my relationship my all, I tell bradley everything and anything, I spend about 85% of my day thinking about him. I dont even get scared that we will become bored with each other, because even if we have been together all day and we are laying in bed, there is still always something to talk about. We both know where we have been, we know and are open about the rough road we have had in our past, we have no idea about our future, but what we do know, is we will be hand in hand to face whatever comes our way. If you cant say ALL those things.. ALL of them... YOU ARENT IN LOVE!!! GOODNIGHT!!! 

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