LIFE IS AN EXPERINCE NOT A CHORE!!!

Hi guys, so I have a message I really want to pass on to everyone. So today for the oral part of my spanish final I got to sing "Deck the Halls" in spanish. It was kind of cool actually. That is not my message however, so my message to everyone is, Why do we treat our life like it is a chore? It isnt, and anyone who says they know anything about the god or the bible should know this. People complain about work, and trust me there are days where I would much rather be at home with the ones I love, but I am very blessed to have a job. And a job is meant to help you provide what you need. If you have what you need, then you can't really complain. There are so many road blocks that you will all face in your life, but if we all just sat down and said oh well, well where would this world be? I mean I have plenty of blessings in my life, but I could complain about plenty also, but if I did that my life would be so negative and so unenjoyable. Why dont people get that??? So many people forget those small things. I love my time i get with anyone, when me and brad get an extra 20 minutes driving in the car even if we aren't talking that time is so meaningful. Why don't we see that thought? I wish people would step back and see that, things could be so much worse. I heard a story on the news, where a bell ringer for the salvation army found a silver coin in their bucket, with that coin was a note, that said "this peice of silver is something  I have had for thirty years, I lost my jobs 30 months ago, my house is in forclosure, and I have no retirement left, but my life could be so much worse, and so many other people things much worse" wow that is so amazing. I think we should all realize that.

this week...

hello beautiful people, so how are you doing today. I finally got my new reboks today. I am really excited got to break them in running/jogging/walking in the hills with th dogs and brad. SO so far this week if off to a good start, i have worked out really well, had my first big final today, it was an english final presentation which i totally nailed. My professor told me I should really try and major in marketing or journalism. Which was totally a compliment because both of things really interest me. SOO now I only have a spanish final, and my last global studies paper, which i found out today on my last two papers in global studies I got 100% and a 92%, not sooo bad if i do say so myself. So with that I am tired, I am going to bed early tonight so maybe I can actually wake up and jog tomorrow like I have been meaning to do for like 2 weeks now. GOODNIGHT =)

its only monday

Hi guys!!! So its the beginning of the week and oh my god, its only the beginning of the week. Thats crazy with all the homework i have done today and my day a work yesterday, it should be friday already. But thats okay because i found out on sunday that even though i did not work out as much as I would have liked, my eating habits paid off because I lost a whole 4 POUNDS!!! I was really excited. Sooo as for this week I am going to step up my working out and then see you on sunday another four pounds. SO I kind of have an issue I would really love to vent about. And I would love some honest feed back. Me and brad will be celebrating our three year anniversy in about a month and I am really excited, however I am started to get annoyed with the world and how such important things mean so little to people. Like the words I LOVE YOU. it seems like it means nothing to people, how can you be with a person for like a month and possible understand love? have you been threw true test? have you seen each other at your worst? celebrated the bests? get that feeling that you cant breath and you will never catch your breath if that other person leaves? If you dont know what that feels you arent even close to love, you and love arent even in the same city. If you can watch that person cry for you to stay, while you turn your back and walk away, you and love are notin the same country. People on facebook, and twitter, and all thos sites say oh I am in love, We are amazing, and i just want to slap them. Love doesnt last a day and go away a week later, and just because its been a week does not mean this is the one and you will spend your life together.. GET REAL!!! I in no way have a perfect relationship, but I am honest with myself, I give my relationship my all, I tell bradley everything and anything, I spend about 85% of my day thinking about him. I dont even get scared that we will become bored with each other, because even if we have been together all day and we are laying in bed, there is still always something to talk about. We both know where we have been, we know and are open about the rough road we have had in our past, we have no idea about our future, but what we do know, is we will be hand in hand to face whatever comes our way. If you cant say ALL those things.. ALL of them... YOU ARENT IN LOVE!!! GOODNIGHT!!! 

Are you guys bringing me down??

so dont get me wrong, whenever any of you guys tell me I inspired you, or I helped to re-motivate you, that really makes me very happy. However, it is starting to kinda of upset me when I feel like the people I am trying to inspire just try to tear me down. And that is really all I have to say about that. As for my day I had a great workout, and if you are wondering what that beautiful picture is of, well that is my brand new betsey johnson slippers. Arent they amazing??? that is not even everything it got, I got like six pairs of earings and two necklaces and also a very pretty ring. So I am very excited. about all those things, I also can not believe I have the next two whole days off, I am thinking about trying to do something nice for bradley just cant decide what to do. so thats all for tonight. Goodnight everyone.

where is Tiffany and what have you done with her???

So you might be wondering about the title, well the reason I decided to say that is because I made choices today that surpirsed even myself! So I had to get up early so I didnt have a chance to run like I wish I had, but thats okay because when I got up my abs felt like i have literaly done 2000 crunches th night before, which I had actually not done, what I had really done was hula hoop for five minutes while keeping my abs tight. I am so amazed its my new secret move I think. So I woke and had a great breakfast at school, went to class and then got lunch. I had such and amazing lunch. So those of you who know me even alittle bit know I LOVE french fries, like with a passion, i could eat them 24/7 all the time for the rest of my life, if you told me I only could choice one food for the rest of my life, without hesitation I would choice french fries. That is how amazing they are to me. So anyway I go into the cafeteria at school and if anyone has ever eaten at CBU you know that all times during they day they have a french fry bar, a french fry bar I have come to know very well. So unlike my normal day, I skipped that all together, got a spinach salad, a spicy tuna roll and even some cottage cheese, and to top it off, NO soda, not even diet, just some water. So i was really proud of myself for that, like I realy could not believe that big step I made. So when I got home from work tonight I had already eaten dinner, so when I realized I was a little hungry I went in the kitchen and made some oatmeal, didnt mess around didnt snack, just made oatmeal. about an hour later I was really craving french fries, so I told brad and he said we could go get some if I really wanted them, so I sat there for about 10 minutes, then got up and got one of those small single sized bags of popcorn. Not only did I save myself the calories but I also saved myself the money. I know for some they would say I should not be snaking this late and all that stuff, but for me, the fact that I stepped back, said you know I really DONT need those french fries it totally made me even more proud of myself. It was a really great night and now I am off to bed at a normal hour so I CAN wake up in the morning and go for a run.

Hello beautiful people

     Hello all my beautiful friends!!! its been some time, i know, and i seems like i say that often, I also know. However yes i am back. So heres what has been going on with my life, still struggling with weither or not I will continue to persue nursing or if I want to persue something that has more passion to me. I have not lost the 100 million pound I want to but I am re-focusing, and getting ready to make some major imporvements in my life. I have decided that I cant stress over things that I dont have that much control over. When the time comes and it will come, I will know what major I will choose, and I think it time(hopefully soon time) I will know exactly what I want to be. And I do think that will come, because already I think I know what I would like to do, just need to make sure. SOO anyway, as for loosing weight an getting healthy, oh man I have been doing so bad with eating! It has been horrible, totally horrible. I have eaten nothing but crap and junk food!! And working out, what working out? That has been none exsistant also, but not anymore, i noticed something today, last night I told myself I really wanted to try and workout before work, and although I did not accomplish that, I did accomplish getting up and being like step one, actually getting out of bed, and i think that was a really big deal, and it made me happy. So once I get some more homework done I will be putting on my good old running shoes and hitting the pavement for some basic cardio. I am also really going to start boxing again, and try and getting jumping again with a jump rope. So thats the plan for me. Hopefully with this next week you guys will also notice a change in my blog. I want people to see what I see, I think thats really inspiring. So I want to take pics of everything I see from now on, and show you guys, maybe not right as much but show more, if that makes sense. So check back, and keep me posted on what you think!!

Reunited and it feels so good..

So I have been having problems lately. I have been really doubting my career choice what i am going to school for and some other thing, i will be totally honest and tell you that my eating and working out have not been in check. But today i woke up and knew what i need to do. I worked on important school work, go some things around the house done, went jogging(i know totally crazy right) did my P90X. and not only did i do those things but i did them reunited with my favorite work out shirt, my TEAM JULLIAN shirt. it sounds weird but that shirt totally inpowers me, make me feel like i can do anything. So i did a great work out then went and bough some healthy food for the week, i came home and made great breakfast muffins for me an bradley to take with us for a busy week. and i am feeling good, now hopefully this feeling will stay, and i can make some real progress this week :) goodnight!!